i've given a lot of thoughs to the nights we used to have... the days have come and gone, our lifes went by so fast....
i'm home tonight and now i see this loud load of memories.... so many tears, so many laughs, so many lies, so many truths.... a million of love stories and broken friendships... everything remains when i'm here.. that's what I realised. how much things can change in a blink of an eye, useless, with no reason. you can spend your life wondering why but you'll always fall down to the same conclusion... that's just the way it is... no matter what happens the only thing you can do is holding on.... when i'm here... i just feel this thing in my stomach... i can't call it pain... because it doesn't hurt.... it's just everything... it's like if i was feeling my whole story remaining inside me.... and everything is related to something,... i just can't let go of everything.... by moving on... i can figure out what's left.... and what's gone... and maybe gone forever .